Tara, R, G, and AL

I’ve got nothing to say. And it kind of makes me want to scream. I WANT SOMEONE GOD-FUCKING DAMMIT!!!!!! That didn’t make me feel any better; I didn’t think that it would. Fuck. I am so bored with the way things are going. Although I am going to the mall with anonymous friend R, and might go see Brick with Anonymous friend G. R is like always busy, so it is nice to be doing something with her. I find that I am not particularly attracted to her, and would never want to do anything with her. Yet I really want her to fall in love with me. Just so that I can have the satisfaction of knowing that she is in love with me, because everyone likes her, and it is hard to get close to her. But I guess that is kind of a bitchy thing to want. Oh well, this blog isn’t called Chronicles of an Anonymous Bitch for nothing. I have become certain I am not a lesbian. I am Bisexual. It’s only taken me like 6 years to come to that conclusion. I am relieved; I know I will never tell my parents. I’ve only told anonymous friend AL, because she has connections with the sophomore at my school that I have a crush on. I will call her Tara, cause I like that name. She will probably never know. Fuck it.