Lesley

This being an anonymous blog, its probably a bad idea to put this picture up here, but I am totally full of crap ideas. This is the girl I love more than anything. Lesley. She is my sister. I love this picture with all my heart, because its her, on her birthday. My favorite color is green, becuase its been her favorite color for as long as I can remember, and everytime I wear it, or see it, I think of her. And I would be content to contemplate her for the rest of my life. She is 2 years older than me, and yet I love and care for her, more than she could ever care for me. I make sure that she is always happy, becuase I feel that if she is not, it is all my fault. I love her, and she deserves to be on this blog, even if no one else does. She is my connection to my childhood, and as screwed up as everything inside me gets, she's always there to remind me of what I once was, and what I always could be again.